What Happened to You?

I told you i was bearing your seed,

You then moved away from your family to be with me.

It all seems like a dream, bitter sweet.

You told me i was no longer your girl,

but your woman, the mother of your child.

I believed you and it made me smile.

I thought this was all worth my while.

I thought having your baby would inspire you to love me more,

but instead you treated me like a whore.

At first it was late night movies,

intimate talks, pizza sex and more.

But you changed towards me you see,

inevidibly i suppose it was our destiny.

You suddenly seemed cold , bold,

secretive mean and so far away.

I could no longer stand the lies,

feeling alone and all the cries.

I had to accept that i could not change you,

and to let you be who you wanted to be,

so i gained the courage and decided

you had to leave.

This was by no means, easy.

I got the guts to do what we both needed,

you became so dull and conceited.

You turned your back on me,

we were no longer a team.

You were only in it for yourself,

so i took the idea of keepin' you around and put it on a shelf.

I understand now what went wrong,

but that emptiness in my chest you left will never be gone.

One whole side of the baby's blood rejected,

thanks to you that baby will always be feeling neglected.

So i decided to take this matter into my own hands,

make future plans.

I will provide this baby with all the things it needs in life,

love laughter , guidance, intergrity, dignity , vitality and longevity..

You were blind, and could not offer this baby yourself at the time,

and what it needs...

you were to busy clubbin, fuckin woman,

playin video games and smokin weed.

You ruined this on your own

you've reeped what you've sown.

It's to late, theres no going back,

the battle is over,

I let you go, I let you be free.

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