You

You've come and gone so many a day,
I only wonder If you will stay.
I beg you for the truth inside
that you fight so hard to hide.

How do I make things right
If you wont let me inside.
So I'm only left to guess,
fighting my mind to clear this mess.

I hear your confusion when you speak to me,
you answer questions with questions,
what does that mean?
Your hurt when I'm here, you hurt when I'm gone,
can't you stop this madness and just be strong?

You're afraid to love me, afraid to let go,
afraid to share, afraid to grow.
Afraid I will hurt you, so you break my heart,
you knew I'd wait like I've done from the start.

How many lies have you told to me,
what is it I just didnt see?
You're now back with me, but you were with her,
trying to forget all that we were.

You met her at work or so you said,
it didnt matter, I just felt dead.
Sometimes I wonder how she made you feel,
did you leave cause it wasn't real?

Did you make love to her
like you make love to me?
Did you give her your smile
that was for me to see.

You left her now a week ago,
do you regret this, I need to know.

by Athena