All my dreams of you always come to an end.

I wake up in a hot sweat,

with the thoughts of you all day not able to forget.

Why do you haunt me in the middle of the night?

Why can't I move on and try do things right?

I see your face and I know it's not real.

But I still cant help the feelings I Feel.

I wake each morning trying to forget,

but your haunting memory is my outstanding Debt.

I've tried to pray and ask god for some peace,

even after the praying the hauntings didn't cease.

Now at night I already know what to expect,

you haunting my dreams, my never- ending debt.

Nothing to gain I pay for it with my pain,

knowing inside my soul, I may never be the same.

I may meet someone new and try to let him in my heart.

I am still so scared, I don't want to make That new start.

I truly believe we are still meant to be.

Nothing I can do but leave it to destiny.

Sometimes I believe you were never here at all,

I make myself believe only to stumble and fall.

How could I have lost such a big part of my life?

What was wrong with me? Why didn't I make things Right?

I was so lost, now without you even more.

tormenting moments I cant pick myself up off the floor.

I know you are with her, she is your new one.

Does she even compare to me, are you having fun?

Does she hold you at night, when you lay down to sleep?

Have you two made promises you say You'll always keep?

Do you smile at her the way you did at me?

Do you ever look at her and not like what You see?

I can't help but wonder, do I ever cross your mind?

Do you ever feel sad and want to turn back time?

Do you ever regret walking away?

Do you wish things were different, and you chose to stay?

Do you miss the idea of me being your wife?

Cancelling our wedding changed my whole life.

I can't help but wonder where exactly you are,

I know in my heart you will never be too far.

All I have is a memory of what we used to be,

And every night I have my dreams of you still here

With me.

Author: Krystina

" I will always love him "