Is It Over?

Is it over
so I can come out of the corner of my bed
I don't feel alive
I feel so dead.

Did the world stop spinning
so theres no more pain,
u left me no reason
don't you feel ashamed?

When does everything stop growing
so no seasons pass me by,
hours feel like nano seconds
every day I cry.

Does my heart
stop loving
since there's no one to love here,
losing you was my biggest fear.

Does my soul stop searching
since your gone,
without you I swear
I'm not that strong.

Did the merry-go-round
stop going round
since you went away,
there once was a beautiful sun shining on me
but now there's not even one ray.

Is the moon stop shining
because you left me alone,
now I'm scared
and really really cold.

Does the wind stop its howl
since there's no more breath we share,
once you loved me
and really did care.

Does the sun stop,
and its brillant rays vanish because you said I won't try
I want to know the answers
tell me why.

Do the seeing people go blind
because you blinded me
with your words
pretending to love me,

I'm the only one you will need
how come you can't see?
Does everything stop working
just all frozen in time,
I still miss the days
that I could call you mine.

love cecily

~by Cecily Mcrobbie