Broken Inside and Out

When i met you i didn't have no clue that you would
change my life forever, but you did.
After a while we made a special friendship that no one else had
and I liked it.

Little and little at a time
I started falling in love you.
By the words you said and the smiles you made,
just made me feel all right in the world for once.

When I'm with you my heart beats slow and fast
at the same time.
But when you dated other people than me
it hurt me inside
because I wanted you; and not them

But it just killed me inside and out,
when I found out that you found your soul mate
and knowing that I'll never be able
to have you for my own,

that just made me want to die.

But once you leave me to live with your girlfriend,
then I'll never be able to see you ever again.
And that just wants me to kill myself everyday.

because I love her so much and I'll never be able to.
I'll never be able to love someone else as much as I love her.
I just want to die to just to have her love for me.

By Roxy Nine (Roxytigernine5@wmconnect.com)